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Being a grown up

I look at my little girls, listen to them laughing and see them smiling.

I hear their little grizzles about all the terrible things in their lives.

Not being able to find their favourite toy, not being allowed to stay at the park or being unhappy with their lot at dinner time.

I envy them their childhood and I worry for them about when their time comes to be grown ups.

There are so many things to worry about as a grown up.

What our generation are doing to the environment. The terrible atrocities that are going on in the world, that just seem to be getting worse.

And the little things, the responsibilities, and the worries.

The life-changing decisions that you make because you want the best for everyone.

But even as you’re making them, you’re sure that you’ve got it all wrong.

The thing about being a grown up is that nobody can take your responsibilities away.

People pulling you in different directions.

Trying to be all things to all people.

Being asked to help people and trying to do it all.

And letting them down.

Money. Having it, spending it.

Spending it before you have it. Paying for your mistakes for years to come.

Work. Not having a job and trying to find one. Working and wishing  you didn’t have to.

Not making enough money to pay for the mistakes you made back in the day.

Making the decision that work has to come first. Getting it wrong.

Choosing a home, buying a home and having a family.

Knowing that the home you chose is the perfect place to bring up a family.

Knowing that you can’t stay there. Making the decision to move.

Knowing that it’s the wrong decision.

Not being brave enough to change your mind.

I hope that my children – and all children – will make the most of their childhood, and that I will facilitate that.

I hope that my grown up worries, concerns, doubts and mistakes won’t impact on the best time of their lives.

Because let’s face it, things are all downhill from there.

So for now, my children will keep swinging on the swings, going to theme parks and riding on the train.

They’ll keep smiling, laughing and getting upset by the little, trivial things.

They will go to school, wherever that may be.

They will make friends, break friends and find out about real life.

But I won’t be the one to tell them that being a grown up isn’t much fun.

I won’t let them know about the decisions, the money and the mistakes.

They can learn that for themselves.

And I hope that their lives will be fun and happy and joyful for as long as possible before the weight of responsibility catches up with them.

Keep on smiling little girl.

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  1. Nat / UEM
    June 27, 2015 / 10:29 pm

    This post made me smile 🙂 it’s all so true!

    • June 28, 2015 / 11:14 pm

      Ah thank you Nat, so glad it’s not just me!x

  2. Debbie
    June 28, 2015 / 2:10 pm

    Hi Natalie, you’ve summed adult/parenthood up excellently! It’s not all it’s cracked up to be and it’s not easy. Children are best left being children for as long as possible and can learn in their own time what it’s like to be an adult and parent.

    It is reassuring to know that the doubts and questions that creep into the back of my mind from time to time, are experienced by most (all if they are honest) parents.


    • June 28, 2015 / 11:12 pm

      Thanks Debbie, the reactions I’ve had to this post on social media and on here have also given me a bit of confidence in knowing I’m not the only one who is terrible at being a grown up 😉

  3. June 30, 2015 / 4:41 pm

    It’s a shame that these worries have to cloud our children’s childhood, isn’t it? I think the trick is to try and immerse you and them into the present, as you clearly are 🙂

    • June 30, 2015 / 5:24 pm

      Thank you Suzanne, that’s a great way of looking at it 🙂

  4. July 2, 2015 / 8:14 pm

    Aw this is such a lovely little post that is so true, my parents brought me up like this and i hope i can do the same for my own children and they get to enjoy a worry free childhood x

    • July 2, 2015 / 10:03 pm

      Thank you Lindsay, I think a worry free childhood is a great thing to aspire to for our children.x

  5. July 4, 2015 / 8:16 pm

    Life would be great if us adults could be as care free as children, sadly the world does not allow that.

    • July 4, 2015 / 9:55 pm

      Wouldn’t it be wonderful Elaine? Perhaps we could manage it for a day or two here and there 🙂

  6. July 6, 2015 / 5:37 pm

    Ah thank you Sarah, I’m glad you can relate to it. I totally agree with you though, so terrible to think that things won’t always be rosy for the little people.x

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